King Saralegui of Small Shimaron (
lavenderglasses) wrote2010-03-04 01:22 am
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The 70th
So our dorms are dry again, if a bit tea-scented now, most of our belongings salvageable, the alcoholic gave in, and the detentions have ended.
...All's well that ends well then, I suppose.
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A summoning charm worked, thank Merlin.
...That the idea of having possibly lost it upset me so much, it just means I'm failing, doesn't it?
I can't bring myself to just forget, and I can't just distract myself from it either. No matter what I do, it's still going to hurt regardless. I hate that pain, yet I can't do anything to prevent it. How is that fair? They're not even as careful as I am, yet they can still--
...Have I really just been going about this all the wrong way, then?
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-/Private-
...All's well that ends well then, I suppose.
-Private (Unhackable)-
A summoning charm worked, thank Merlin.
...That the idea of having possibly lost it upset me so much, it just means I'm failing, doesn't it?
I can't bring myself to just forget, and I can't just distract myself from it either. No matter what I do, it's still going to hurt regardless. I hate that pain, yet I can't do anything to prevent it. How is that fair? They're not even as careful as I am, yet they can still--
...Have I really just been going about this all the wrong way, then?
[There was another sentence written at the bottom, but it has been scribbled out so thoroughly that it's completely illegible.]
-/Private-
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God I'm so sorry, he's seriously like a little kid mentally sometimes :c
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[Yeah, he closed the journal on you.]